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stream of pencil

trust as human

What we call human nature . . takes advantage of nature . .
Humans are in debt to nature . . and must pay respect.

The proof (or profit) of nature is awareness . .
Human nature is a job . . to pay the educational loans . .
Appreciation . . could be the most natural trend . .
if we achieve that choice . . to change credit rights . .
How frustration is remembered . . has discouragement, as judgment . .
so when things come to worse ! ! we make rules . .
But breaking the . . habit is creative support . . to respect gains trust.

HONESTY IS TOO RADICAL for prose!
Truth rings like music, or just poetry . .
individual style varies in degree to acceptance . .
in equality, understanding relaxes from thoughts . .
honesty as a meditation exercise . .
so it doesn't have to make sense . . yet!

more better timing

The healing process . . took memory adaptation . . sensitivity so intense . .
all care given to wonder . . fully processing . .
so fatigued, my friends thought I was relaxed . .

Physical path finding exercise . . digs into foundation climate . .
home-bound occupation . . thinking too disabled . .
to assume relate-able . . memory less thought / more better timing example of reserve . . to insure assurance of location . .
writing become escapism . .

Observing interview mediation . . implies reformation style . .
honest freedom by unique . . individualism is shocking . .
so we do it for healthy balance.

Independ

30~ clinic park from corner, back to United, Tony visit has parallel Ki points and E & M make appearance & muffins w/Edemami, Set-up 4 Pete
1~
2~ early Jeff's dump truck, goes 2 170 (720 6348) # Trent, Michael, get afternoon "Married" mags, Carole , Marco glue lrg Psigns
3~ early pack-up and vitals smooth but chng IV to left & I stomach Interferon, chg prk from Club to Vic, leave @ 1 to tk letter 2 Hemp Center, chk ot Civic marrige, Sutter club has bottles
4~ had to vital but SFWY & Silver screen keep me hme to get yard better than ever, Ross comes by to C old pics & tiles, walked to Fair fireworks, Ken
5~ by to see tiles & get idea of Volvo, E drives to dancestore over Bay Brg & back GG
6~ North drive to Party store and Trdr Joes, baked muffins and banana Bread, grnd beef w/ mush&spin

smoked week

23~ started watering and laundry after clinic Solow scarea adds 2 missing Ross & get OIL just in time w/4.42 gas
24~ checks written for Q&I, Acme, able to run toJames increasing service division
25~ morning magic set-up for Pete, skip Toastmstr and fight 4 oxygen, deal w/medics, while needing to eat and relax, tension is obviously a conflict effect responsible instead of support,
26~ early try to clinic but cats & water get attention, reminding kids @ 15min. still park on Bush, drive American Rag & Sutter club before Geary growery experience together @ bank to pay Dr.Lawler, AAA maps, make mags on good feeling order flows to meet E intime to unwind more ends into place and still wait on post 20 min. good daughter time & Jolie, Liz intros Brooke, Ray, Matt, Sam, Artie,
27~ yard 4 cats fed, switch tools, consider apricots,

missed wink

(16) clinic parks me by Pierce to Taichi in park & head ~ w/E do Book Beat, Arge Barker, "why dog blows up, good original songs. Marco moves us,
17~
18~ Park right on Scott, the walk 2park helps me finish Zero Game & Fernando's call 4 Marianne stairs, buckle down to prepare Service Division !
19~ by noon find Peter reactive to size predictions on Jeff to understand design limit on me he paid extra for. Agree to 48" logo w/ name & Service Division re-order, so removal and tailgate updated w 1st lg. logo presented to Jeff when conversion announced to public.
20~ Marshall unlocks box drive by shopping before Williams for Shane then Codoni's also have Harv, Bonnie, Robin, Linda, Ed, Donna, w/E was fun, Carole has Lucy cards 4 Rummy
21~ so much water & cleaning exercise B4 frmr's Mrkt 4 peaches, tomato & pepper, mks grt salad w/froccia
22~ clinic pk by Geary, so hr spent Val w/chk, Eileen, vital Edwin, Dr.J, dwn G 2 28th ave & Taichi @ China Beach, in MV get GTX & $4.43 Arco, Marin Ballet is measured for parquet, some prep in yard, try write forms, make salalds to hold over 4 Salmon w/swt potatoes, broc as clean counter for ant aware steps

14 & 15th

Get 2 Til Dawn & see Stacy w/ girls & Charles, Carole, & Gail - Lara J is rockin, but fan-based covers.
~ early Art Lagoon fun w/Alex on Phil's list and inspiring examples, get Til Dawn show 2 meet up w/ Katie. When Charles Carole and Gail come over for National Treasure it lasts til dose

push into week

~ much shampoo carpet so alday empties rooms of excess on floors & vacuum getting many assortments reunited into project areas so Gary bring expedient observations in play for great intro to wash Ginger
~ early move to Clinical timing w/ Edmond, Val, Eileen, Dr.Jay takes me to Oakland Jasmine, robert, Chad, Will, Ricky, so Dad is there by noon & Todd is not in studio and I don't get him to Damir's Open mike but spinach salad serves with fish broccoli & mashed potatoes
~ drive alone to clinic and walk for 2 hrs, Ross @ shop, Sol Food & The Great Debaters
~ shot & getting ready for graduation ends up @ Frmers Mkt and Bombay Garden
~ haircut gets moved to 1 so Liz shows interest in sign design, get back to landing for Stumpy Jones then Pick-up M @ Jp's and back to blow-up.

beat this Saturday

There is no traffic leaving for new lanes and early Taichi @ park on Pierce then meet Max w/ Val &bck strs to best meter pointed to China Beach & more chi w/ keemo & Ron, new glasses then Longs 2 meet E. Regina is funny, Judy, SFWY after bank depo CALETTI check back to rest for 4 Bonnie Hayse @ Novato, English Beat rock-hard, great veggie mash dinner w/ zuc, mush, spin & ched. while water & laundry (white gentle) so ther 4 E when Tony's has Milani, Susan w/ Chad, Ryker, Sara & Marco has fun
~ Shane helps clean after table-top worse w/mop by M, garage distracts much other progress,

Thunder

set to go for Val early then straight to Muir beach and Matt, Jenifer calls, Josh, Justin done in Novato after more prep, so at home E says she'll stay home but magnets are added and sorted enough to get windy w/ Daniel & Marissa so @ 4th & A Stnot much motivation to see Sean w/o a call
~ early drive in to Val & Dr. J starting the program & mostly read Zero Game but afternoon walk is around old residence and Zen taichi, eat & doodle @ Inferno

hey mon, 2 much

got ready (doing laundry & bath with toxic absorb) to see James & cut Service division w/ orange, drop by Peter 4 Alls-check, get web site & invoices ready for Josh @ Smart car & Jeff Cox, wht gs, WF 4 Arco & fish, but Val's shock again waiting for sched hedge, call Marco 4 Illana, E & I w/ Kirk, banana bread, burger w/ spinach, over 2 c Carole and hear choice her career made, Kung Fu Hustle, Eli, B52 Daily, Dave has Adam
~ morning energy sort through Caletti set-ups for Jeff @ warehouse waiting for Junior from Baroni so 10 -12:34 his logo goes smooth and I stop @ Petco & Trdr J. to finish Service Division, kitchen mess of M. but salad & such put all in place as yard improves in steps, step out 2 vote & Sean calls, I call Gary, great salad w/ chicken, staple up lite-rope, laundry(mostly M) feed Bungie, paper trail leads to Bunko bades,
~ early Startrk w/ laundry splits the coffee to make bacon, calls to Val & from Josh, but paper 4 taxes lets me see Melanie coach@ Toastmasters, Ian shows M tax tips 4 Davis, my w2 is set-back but by July should find relief, vinyl sorting finds gray notebook, spagetti w/ salad, yard exercise, cut ordered magnet, write some care speech

eyes or

E got me 2 Sfwy 4 cake, we just get done in time w/xtra eggs, Linda in detroit called, so Dr Lee OKed lenses & Sharon said it had 2b the best deal on two pair, try shoes & get shirt & pouch, @ United get mostly fruit, veggies, bulk & bunns, change filter in pitcher for tabouli water, call Charles & go to BORDERS, u-tubin when M calls 4 party 2 last all nite & I burn 1999 checks that need shredding, Dani, H-sleeps, Jessica, Dominique,Lewis, Jeff, Mack, Nate, James, Stacy, Gabe, Ryan, Shane,
~ Wyatt is over @ 9 to inspire tabouli & great ranting but when E gets home drive route 2 Dr,J's, and Union St, fair has heart & some craft,

hump?

review The great Debaters, tools arranged for getting Silver Screen & Pizza plus spinach salad, Val calls twice about test resulting in quick start to treatment so calling dad is therapeutic,
~ Weds laundry & dishes situated for Marin Ballet work on towel dispensers, Toastmasters has Karl's Tale of two cards & I win table topix w/ They Might Be Giants, then Caletti to Keith for light gray small logo then Ross & Henry w/ Steven,
~ call Solow, drop by & help James w/ Brian @ Durkin, Val @ 1 Edwin @ desk, Eileen, Dr Jay says most advanced case yet, phone Larry, Marco, Fernando, @ Caletti 2do Bill's window @ 3, Roger 4 x-ray bad, Walgreen's per., hm 2 shower, change, take cap & gown by 6:45 so awards mean so many names but call E 4 SFWY flour & chicken, Gail, Carole & Charles talk treatment, computer time shares rant about stock-holding behavior & find rash (from Penicillin?) itchy to sleep then awoken for Cloverfield through printing 4 M, some Nietzsche talk.
~ Fri @ 8 cut birch, get gas by 9:30 tooth pull the Jeff Cox @ Caletti says next week w/ Josh, wheat grass, more @ Marin Ballet, Renee @ Sear Opt, frnt rm sort 4 carpet shamp nxt wk w/Gary? E makes cupcakes & I clean kitchen, front office demands re-thinking, star on ladder, Kirk stories so E meets to pick frames, boys @ mall stall gas but Andy @ Taki has hamachi kama & eat watching Numbers, grp inspiration to keep organizing garage (laundry)

Mem wk-end

The TV is Charlie Rose and at 3am is awareness of teeth and Sassafrass as I get up to think and Omen, woke again to calves tight and showering Meagan @ 7 gets E & M up to meet Mike, Jason & M B4 early departure stories and rain, but E gets bacon and M gets ride to A1 and design talk w/ Dela and meet JP B4 more web search lvs me hm 2 fix cuffs 4 prom B4 party w/ Dan, Krickie, Gina, Eran, Jason, Matt, Jimmy2X, Sabbath Lives, Legitmate Bizness, Confucious mango-chick w/Potter magic?
Sun Frmrs Mkt see Scott, Pat, then Book Passages and Larkspur Pier walk and Krickies nite is Sam, Jolie w/Jad, Jack, Simon, Kellie,
~ posted about parade & E called to say she was home from Amber's and had scarf & blouse, great yard help listening to senior gossip & M on drums is like Dad when I was teen

weak

This is the longest I've gone to catch up, Sat was mostly waiting (watched Sleuth) for night at Lane's studio, the time with Darryl was story-swapping that made listening deep and dancing til2 but Sun brought Jack and Turkish Delight, Frmers Mkt. walk 2 waterfall, so glad I filled @ Gateway now that it's Fri. prices are more than $4!
~ Mon Dr. Jay said get to Weds biopsy so dream-state stared, canceled Toastmaster role, had to order from Patty @ Denco that meant trouble w/ new driver on Tues but got SMART car done B4 Weds ride w/ Charles after Gail's Dr. Nancy hooked me up 4 Eliz & Dr. B to educate liver. Waited til 3:30 to get stuck w/M by tunnel, get to read Life with Pi (40 pgs)
~ Thurs prep means plotting and magnet made lt. blue finding silver, but need coffee enough 2 include SFWY 4 catfood & steaks &@ 4th St. slow but Pat/Richard Foldenaeur is there 4 Carole Midgen and sell "self-esteem" hm steak and prepare for late arrival from CSUN
~Fri plans fade slowly as recovery becomes writing on web and call Angela @MB butt Carole gives froz Tdr J sir-fry as M calls 4 AAA tow 2 A-1 & drop @ Egren so I care 4 E & enjoy couch again

Whenday

what if I left at 7, would the cats be fed? where would the more time come from? cooking bacon? I had to water so leaving after 8 meant more than an hour to 48th st. (called dad, Sean, Josh) but 2 hrs to sand freed me to see Jane lecture on purpose but I flowed into contentment by relaxing purpose to just pay attention, won the ribbon, hit home then Brendan's truck windows in 40 min. & back to Ilana's by 3 - 7, United, Shelley w/E but shower & water B4 fish & potato but couldn't see Sean & Suzanne on Amer.Idol between physics & Legal, Marco speaks 4 blueGMC. late pain seems like lost sleep but rested 4 early cin-buns
~THOR's heat beat at basement challenge to be done second coating book shelves by time to see 103 temp @ corner of Frmr's Mrkt @ 4;30 and bank gets Marco synced into slow development of good meeting, Jolie, Boudeeka, Artie, Ross, Fernando, Greg, Peter, Beth, Ray, Scott, Mike, Matt (tells of fire), Leslie buys, no Swedish girls, mango & swt rice, hm 4 Boston Legal practical joke 4 president, then up late to digest Val call on biopsy
~F in focus on invoice 2 Caletti with Josh survey and John truck leading to Gary tour of bikes & kids keep doing so much of own living with me on chores, laundry, yard, cats, garbage frm rooms & bath
Ginger wants water

strt week

shower, coffee, save challa, Tavis @ 9 but Amy is intellectual, while Caletti graphics evolve, Micheal (onMalori) gets SUV version & so does Roger on Goodhill but Rich needs truck graphic, E is happy 2 C PYC slides so staying 4me means Mark & Rebecca visit & I weed, lights still replaced and laundry (towels) Marco calls Mick lvs message, Medium knows wife is sister,

whirled-end

amazing how M got to Ross for BMW til last minute w/ E's camera we get seats and lunch w/Al Farrow is powerful, George, Kate, David (Tom's dad), Lisa (Eloise's mom) Mary (Melanie's mom), Party prep keeps me going until after 2am, Darren, Alex, Jake, Shane called Buzz-kill, but supportive spirit strong w/ Sean (called Phil, Fernando,)
~ E needs care but from farmers Mrkt we see Sumners & Pam w/ Nancy,

Moon in Cancer

get up to Jim w/ mag & logo back in time to rebound lt. orange ~ So the bright orange keeps me in the magnet business cause I made most of what sold today. Custom order for $15, Madde, Ray talks dejavu, windy, but peas and Liz inspires generosity angle, missed M B-d pty but Trdr Js ful o S. V for Friday
~ early awareness wonder about dreams, lites out, kitchen fun, windshield ~ Terry, Malcom, call Michael, M needs check for dance @ noon as I finish 3rd load of laundry,

comin up

what's next?

dayMon make 2

cats want attention but bacon & coffee, counter intelligence babbles observations, but amazingly ready 2 leave w/E & get Hannah's car 2 practice enough by 9:30 2 watch inspector find break-lite excuse rejected Asian girl, call dad, then wait til 9:55 but only 10 errors passes, Ms. Nell says, "Meagan?" 2 JJ talk 2 Michael Prichard, home 4 Seeker, and get 2 James 4 18"(9 light gry, 6 orang, 2 dk g) time allows 3lt.g, 2lrg, E needs target seat covers & M needs Kragen b4 Marco needs truck attention til Medium, Sara helps E finish fried rice
~ early dish away heat old cup o c, granola, another logo, get 2 Josh - 11 & off to Gilmartin , call DrBill, install 4 Trent & mario, Book Pass Kyle from FORA.tv , working on logos, yard distracts because garbage day, also Charlie debate, when E drives home @ 7:30 we go 2 Gateway, cook pasta w/ great spinach salad, Batman

week-end

brought in flowers from last night, more water? clean-up exercises focus on paperwork, bill pay, M has made his room better for group at night, Lily shared some attention, Craig, Pam & Joy visit house B4 ballet take me 2 Borders, drive to Book Passages & talk 2 Janet, taichi waiting for dinner @ Sol Food
~ morning net-searching, e-mail, E drives @ 11am 2 Elm St & I try coffee @ Gratitude, Rachel had come from spirit dance (8:30) in Saus school gym, Studio talk w/ April, Ian, Judy, going 2 Michaels find time w/ Gary & Tori, ICB building ends @ Georgette's then United w/ time 4 taichi waiting 4 E, Silver screen after Sweeney Todd,

We Thor Fried

excited to see Val & Dr Jay but chores keep start 2 8:18 then 20 min.s to frwy but on site lot gets me only 10 late, hi Ilene, more activity & orange"bucket" get 2 Tstmstrs 4 Karl's evaluation on screenplay writing vs improv, and garden theme "exercise" yard work digs time 2 review Golden Compass (lst nite w/ M, H, E & I) E had to rehearse to tough Lucas vent til 8:40 but window bolt research frm afternoon pays off 4 2 visits Rafael Lumber
~ energy on sunny vinyl table gets action, even directed to magnets, time on invoice calls Melinda, stop 2 get tickets 4 Carole, Charles, Gail & I from Angela, by 11:11 get started on Mark Weis van til 2:18 &@ 2:45 Zack picks up u.b. 4 Val & makes me only 5 late 4 E so Jamba works into route 2 MB & FMkt, slow pace, interview w/ Steve & Perry, Jad, Jolie, Artie, Marco shines, E @ 8:40 then SFWY Max, Gateway, @ hm, fish fry finds M didn't return Golden Compass so I'm last guy @ Silver Screen,
~ wake to launder sheets, makin bacon, Travis memorializes Madam's suicide,

Funday 2day ~

warm horn pastery, sent emails to dad & Linda, TTpig, mske CARE, vist KIM & San Anne house vist frm 40's couple as packed trk& carisart, to Knight & Suzanne's then Crescent in Saus, Lttle Mandrin, E @ 3:30 then back 2 bank almost on Eric 2 drop off M @ H, Call Pam but take E 2 BKBETE, Simon dennis, Matt Jafee, Fire fingers, ~ Medium kkeps me up 2 digest spin salad!
~ wake to collision w/starship enterprise but bacon get kids in Metro so LARRY call goe well, Trying 2 logo is slower but get to office for two vehicles, Morgan's blk Jeep & Tom's white J, couch @ Kirk's w/ Marco, E 2 M Ballet, Golden Compass, Trder Joes, Beef stir fry w/ red potatoes,

F & SatSun

Long talk to dad, Trying to get to Caletti was tough but removed one of Jeff's side logos and got E by 2:20 to shop at Target 4 Kiskins, Ms. Columbo @ register, so when E. leaves for Challenge @ 4:30 I rent Charlie Wilson's War 4 paradox thinking ~
Sat is most Susanne's, 1st San Anselmo, her house, Mill Valley, bank Martin check @ 5:55, fish tacos w/ Brian(owner), Elouise (Steve) event was quite a Natural Space harmony of Cullen Gray w/ Teja & Tim, but needed SFWY stop

Weee Thru?

with dog in house & E needs my ride, Mark & Rebecca need toe so @MO I go Durkin w/ James meet David & Blair, I find Mick sending me to Q & I dropping by 2C Lisa @ Arch Plastics(coreplast), Gabe @ Tap, then taking Kanteens 2 Jeff gets OK 4 sintra printing call Melinda x2 and E drives from school @ 2.40 & weeding til 4 m.Ballet /E driving, M wants attention to battery mounting, fish sticks, when E p/u mess Fernando, the LaCross 4 her so I get Care time 2 think of Kim's job but smell makes me rmrmber cats are only my responsibility& could E help starts . .
Thurs pak 2 spend 8:30 - 10:30 @ Galli 4 vinyl coach while ink dries then by 11:11 get Jeff happy, Lori, Josh, hm 2 find Sylvia e-mail,

two

raspberry coffee cake, Travis while driving E, then straight to James show, Mick is trying to get timing, 15 weeding chores but 2.5 hrs @ Kirk & Stacia,Tom too w/bark spreading & replanting,
after tlk w/ Hans open to parent points of view & some of my writing, E gets driving 3:18 but frm ballet see Lori & Marsha wht grs & smoothie 4 M @ coach job, spinach salad, get SFWY stock-up, Chicken & rice w/garlic spin

Mo hey

early shower, so cold, laundry & dish set-up, bacon, coffee w/o-milk, Trav rants, TV moves 4 blue locker 2 fit, call Mick, James, after Melinda thinks double time, but clean house makes great 40 kanteens done by p/u E time so she can drive 2 Caletti, meet Lori and freeway great so sort out home rush w/ ribs & sweet p, w/broc, when PYC time I BBEET 2 see Dennis, Simon, Diane, Larry, Mair, Matt Jaffe & Cullen Gray ~ SFWY 4 milk &, Medium while email Melinda invoices

Satsong

dreaming estate w/ Iggy Pop jam in cottage, return w/ kid in car, I walk around lake 4 miles 2 cottage is collage students moving in, I say "Sonoma State", More yrd majik & water balancing dance to project wind push to get E to D St. @ 5 & run into Bill & Lucy 4 Broken Drum guaq, chips & fries w/drinks Mikey daughter daddy , bak2 10 Ton Heavy Thing w/ The Holdouts
~ as E works @ CC garage ideas need M who is @Davis wrestling so yard trim & dig goes to farmers market 4 oranges, wht grs, sprouts, challah fm Davis, spinach salad ~ chick? atrium, steaks cooked while E @ Francis w/ Gail ~ Silver Screen

Fryday

Laundry loads, keeping water support 4 garden maint, call Martin. The bottles go 2 James @ Durkin, Mick sends Job sign & I forward 2 Lori 4 meet @ Caletti @ 1:30 so E @ 2:20 makes bills on time so after ballet drop @ 3:45 see Peter 4 windshield, payment & resumea, PYC dinner Jim, Tom, Jay, Stephanie, Sissy, Sharon, Phil, Tim B sing Lydia, great slide show, Sherri emotes grief concerns, Danny speaks well,

Nom (apt) zoot wee thor

@ 9:15 RSVP 2 Sissy 4 PYC dinner is Fri ~excited to get E 2 DMV w/ Hannah's accord call Peter & Dave but lost appt must be scheduled 4 May 5th after Hi 2 Jeffery, back 2 arrainging 4 PYC meet that turns out 2B @ Morgan K.'s so more tool sort, make Bank paymnt & Reizner Trust news up & down to good family meeting ~ lasagna spinach salad w/mushrooms earlier
~TOOZ early card cre8 4 speech ~bacon & vitC ballet laundry, call Pam, Andreah (Wells) calls & water all over yard til Mick's & Ross's prepare 4 seals & timing belt 4 Honda, help w/ Volvo, Sean calls~ long talk, coffee (Tony) CC 2meet Tom & Jeanene, JJ 4 driving E 2 ballet show Gary ~Hilarry, Mobama, & McCurly, hurry hm 2 take out fish, do 10 Kleen Kanteens & yard flowers need tending so stop 4 Carol "Musical Chairs" Taichi @ MB, hm 4 sole, swt po, spinach, Bob Newhart,
Weds shower 2 heat oven b4 7 have cinbun but dishes and other cleaning gets to speech rehearsal as Trav wants Elitist pres and points out implication of critical denial of honoring individual acheivement aspect, cards become one outline I don;t even use James had called when left 2 confusing anxiety still b4 Jane and find smooth experience leads to table topic on Travis so Karl joins & John extends into leadership, Jane's presentation of Tuskegee Airmen, Mike's mentor example extends, atrium get arranged better w/ vines thinned but I forget E's ballet bag but Charles is here then 2 canvas 4 Gail & calls 2 but off @ 5:45 after Angela sells tickets (1st)3/2(last) & Gary says 10am, then SF is design 4 chairs Alisa,Kelly, Peter, Dave, Stacy & Eric (bevera) ~ fish were good w/celery but snacks w/cookies & milk so @ hm while E showers Obama & Hilary debate
~Thur bacon w/melon & I made lunch 4 E., water & cln car, farmers market met Stella, tlk disability training, Angela @ Mballet show Gary &I switchables, Joan has door talk, to make paradox magnets, get E 2 ballet 3:10- 3:45 back hm & still at booth 17 by 4:40, Sara, Jason(not fair), James, Mike, Boudeeka, Jolie, Marco, return w/E 2 get noodle thai chick w/mango coconut rice, Eli Stone gets operated dreams

Sat in Sun

M slept mostof drive 2 Davis til radio station 90.3 played so early enough for chancellor address, good financial aide w/, Mark was good discussion in line, wlked 2 Redrum 4 ostrich burger then John@ Noustucas gallery, dorms & booths in ARC, hm garden needs, call Bill, Pam, E, 7:30 rush call 2 come 2 Yerba Buena Stringwreck, Julie, Michael & Alise, Marla, Joy gets jacket back and E get much attention,
~ morn watering worked, E 2 CC & I 2 SFWY 4 milk etc. Dannies, Marissa, Hannah coffee & Bee Move but mostly rehearse drive test and change brake light, Gil wants bricks, banquet makes wonderful connections, Kevin, Bill, Judy, Annette, Cheri & Mikael, Kara, Karin, Lindas, etc. @ hm need 2 take movies & get gas, still hm for Eli Stone to evac Golden Gate

We Thor Friea

so Trav dares to express libertarian view of "Raid" on polygamist "victims" w/interesting twist to rights of victims to NOT know otherwise as the norm! I get in 2hrs w/ Marco in MV weeding & do Tip of the Day for Toastmasters, John's speech, Jeanene as toastmaster, Jane is review, Tom is table topics, Bill, back home, watch torch TV til 4-7 @ Ring Mt., Rebecca & Mark go 2 Sol Food ~
~ up in prep of tool organization hoping for Mark & Rebecca to experience smooth trailer assembly, get to take check to Donna w/ E driving, Melinda & Marco called, Jill from Peter's office set up appointment, slasd w/ goddess, so farmer's market booth went on-time to Peter & Beth, Brian & Julie, Bob & Bitchen, Lenardo & sign talk, Artie, Sarah, Alexa, Page, we heard Simon & Dennis all night, hm to finnished trailer so shower & coffee help road trip start, then Eli Stone sees future freedom of victims restored & chimps ~
dream Jayne upset by family's candy coated conspiracy, prepare to ask Peter insurance questions w/ E on way to project in BelMarin, no Ross but hi to Brian & Jack-cake 2loads of towels & get Bungee a rat when Marco & Michaelangelo r off 2 Richmond I get E 2 Metro in SF & I drop by Quest, Ilene is hopefull of Interferon-free test schedule, then do Taichi at Dcean Beach b4 Legin Drive takes me 2 Japan Town and i drive Divisadero -16th so @ wharehouse ~ Linda knows Paul K, Kevin & Julie, Cnristina, Boris, Brad & Suzette, Mary, Michael (from Germany) Freakonomics ~

E Wk Mon

coffee aftr 8, watching I AM LegenD, campers share stories, bank & Papyrus, p/u M @ TLHS hm fix DVD, set-up for hardhats. Shelley & Robin bring Max down path, E & I made steak and potato so that Book Beat open-mike, saw Brindel, Miles, Michael's mouth ~
~TOOZday~ TV-Patraieus, but Travis is about the torch, call Melinda, Brd of Sups is again child services consultants & lawtersw, Artie @ cafe when meeting Mike for "Ice Breaker" mentoring, Alexis takes E & I start doing hard-hats & E watches August Rush w/ Charles, Marissa, James, SFWY & return 5 DVDs and chicken breasts w/mushrooms bread & cucumber salad watching Bee Movie,

Satly & Sweet

No panic! E wnt to ballet at 9 and I had OSH list then camera from Sears so when Marco met me @ noon we rearranged sofas but clearing atrium was peak energy to flow into Charles help with garage to reveal ping-pong table by putting yard sale pile under blue tarp and E (@5:30) sarted with fruit dislpay, tangerines w/ caprisuns, Watermellon, berries & munch bowls became pizzas.
Gail & friends, greeted Betty as parentsdropped off fewer 7 many drove, so Hannah, M ,Marissa, were so helpful (w/camera, etc.) Pam, Graig, and Joy were time savers, Cake was cool, presents arraigned by Amber,
~Sun-morn overcast kept in-house cozy work feeding and entertaining w/Lord Love a Duck & Aeon Flux, Sam fun while E., Gail, wlk 2 Francis' house garden work exercises while brother finds camping here best, but special dinner @ Yu Shang and Silver Screen means another cake from Silberman's while watching Wonka w/Lewis

Fryhot

"for a starship captain your could use some practice on a clutch" said Spock laundry X 5 warms, whites, blues, towels, bacon & tortillas, Trav talks LBJ's sacrifice for KING, spin words til Charles motivates, Marco mows and yard gets late afternoon appreciated effort needing much water, Gordon @noon til Lori calls John, Josh, & Jeff ~ hardhats & bottles (stop for wheat grass & Hi 2 Lawrence, make 2:22 E loves SFWY haul ~ Terri (&Jack,Meagan) Likely,

Tuesneeze

dreams of yard party approved, then E B4 leaving 4 school reads B&B intent of Jeff & Cynthia, I had made cinnamon buns, Travis & Brd of Sups gets ignored in chest congestion, ~ E gets warm frice~ diner, salmon & swtpo w/cucmbr, watch Nancy Drew's Metro~ Weds is bacon for kids & call frm Rick means Melinda calls intime 4 TstMstrs~ Jeff's 10th "Follow yr dreams" Mike, John, Bill, hm library needs attention paid til celery & apple takes E 2 ballet then Falkirk gallery, Arties grdn w/Mc'angelo, Marco, thn Bruce & Mom daughter & bubba (2hrs) Fish pot w/onion mush ~
Thr~wash sheets, cin tort 4 brk, TrvT "don't kick 800lb gorilla in nutz 2 start conversation" villians 2 govt, seem 2b pop heroes? So Marco helps with load b4 Tom's 2 hr weed wak and more book balancing while listening fresh air & Caroline Casey E gets apple & T in thermos w/Gail & friends @ Longs b4 ballet, call james, Charles, Marco@ Little Mandarin talk 2 Oliver, read Wolf wired Atheism & 6 letter SCI-fiction, 5-7:15 rocks out JD, Bruce, 2 Farmers Mrkt c Larry, Julie, Simon, Dennis, Melinda, at hm Daniel & Marissa, H & M, Linda about April 13th banquet(110 2 Donna) but Dad calls wtching Eli Stone's bro give heart

wave Mon

dry throat means up 20mins B4 alarm, dishes, gr8 shower, E prints invites (Challa-day), M eggos, Travis history includes KPIX, KTIM, Dusty, Donahue, Vacco, how FM became pop as 45 <33, the subject went 2 a 4th branch of govt, the banking interests screw w/credit assurance, already called Marco & Gary & fortune Hunter CD plays, Mick give gr8 bid & call Genelle (&Rick), James @ Durkin, Melinda B4 noon, M encourages weed work to help fireproofing so I use hedge clippers & pick-ax areas, some effort on front room organization when E needs ride but wait 2b late for TLHS presenting Len & Hilary, Michael Prichard give observation, Lars, Matt M, Annette, Dana & Audrey, Berlins, Steve Shapiro, Mark, home to Medium w/ soup

SAturd

as I woke E asked for an apple, but I lay there hoping more of the dreaming would catch up, when M peed I upset him with observation so I got to work outside his window without waking them, E has cold? left w/me & I went 2 library for her book & sale (hi Nancy) YARD hard talked to Fernando & Cynthia on phone, Paul & Kathy, Robert @ SFWY @ Josephine's House, Jerry, Casey, Diana, Johnny, Marco & Sara, Sean but home early (11:11) enough to make more quesadillas and watch August Rush theme carries musical expression to healing relations ~
Sun start w/ Dylan & radioAstronomy Moarco calls b4 E to church job, Dana, Cooper, Sam, after marco & i help Rich w/ refer, Stella is @ Farmer's Mrket, Marco calls from Curt (Fortune Hunters) TraderJ @ 4, 2 windy 4 yard but E drives 2 Silver Screen, Cara, Hanna, sausage and fried rice, Jeff & Cynthia call

Moon in CAP 2nite

woke from a dream path trying to decide to go up, hippie day & they eat pig take old album covers, E gets to start BMW, TravT in KPIG talks war outrage & GitMo & how Critical Mass might protest, calls from Melinda & Gary, reading e-mail 4 wk-end @ Jerry's, Jeff & John in office w/ Melinda got bottles & Hi to Marco till 2:20 E drives hm from TLHS & leaving clips Met so M needs 2B aware of obstructing behavior again, good steak & pot w/ jicima & red pep watching Magoricals Emporium

We from I, too

again wake before alarm & reset, Journey to Babel" dreams of rabbit kisses, bacon & tutu sees M&E off, w/coffee 1812 on Hist lead 2 Trav outrage over 4000 in Iraq brings Betrayus back 4 6month report, Soc Sec raided as well reported, Eastwood replaced by the Schwartz, os I met Dan @ Autoshop b4 Stndng Orations @ Melanies office, critque Jeff, Jane uses Aikido 4 table topx, John, & Tom hve experience, Mikes diving story, United way hm~ hi to Pam & Ivy, painting water Apr. 21, E ballet leads to Larry & Victoria's Tiburon hm by 6 Lisa, Sally, Kathy, Linda, Jerry, Kira, Laurence, lamb wow truffle, aoli, oyster in white asparagus soup, colby beef tartar, hm @ midnite, mostly OK but set-up coffee & feed Sas & Ginger watches so morn Sas @ feet but Eggo & celery prep 4 Fair-Isaac, @8 TravisT outline battle brewing call Charles to meet James stickers & vinyl, blade change, lunch @ Broken Drum, record clocks progress, M works as coach, E drives and checks on last lesson B4 ballet @ 4, I get rocket science as warm up to ToastMasters contest, talk to Mark(Firemans) (FairIssac) Scorators Renee, Cara (Petaluma) changes the attitude, sandwich Steven, Tyree sells Randy Harvy @ Walnut Confr Aprl fool, hm frnt room Eli Stone w/GMichaels

twos' day

Metamorphosis is about the companion ~ up to catscratches & heat @ 4 then writing 4 wrong response makes crazy hustle relating to call from PGE say power will go out but Linda (Detroit) & Melinda calls me, I call Morgan, James, Brian, Valorie, Beowulf haunts timing to review internet links & mail @3:21 take M 2TLHS & E2 ballet then up 2 Durkin & hm 2 check again. James sets up sample, E, from ballet drives Atonement 2 get August Rush & M, call Gordon 4 B-day, fry chicken, orzo, cucumber salad, H watching Beowulf gets M to fix sound, my cleaning makes room work.

observe Monday

Mud has androids hyjack Enterprize but I make cin-rolls and wipe BMW @ 8 missed 1st Trav but@ 9 points to Colbert's critique of Media standards, still out in time for Jan intro from Matt to get 2 Soc.Sec. & Zahra @ Fernando's, hi 2 Angela @ MB & Harley @ Triumph, saw wrestling dodgeball team win &

FriSatSun

I see my old Rambler as I drive with a pregnant friend by Miller Creek to Lucas V~ bacon gets kids rollin & Trav leads to outside & birdhouse parts but Ross gets Tercel handled in time 2:20 so E drives for M's radio project, @ ballet Angela asks about windows when check paid ~ Sat morn gets tools together twice (box 4 window & bucket 4 Tony) Castor oil directs driving by Bruce's premonition of 1-2 on Hart and Yard gets good attention twice, after E gets stir-fry but Taki treat b4 Once Upon a Mattress, Nathan, Nicole, Jordon, Robin had called about pictures I posted (@6)~ No Reservations ~ boy are dreams close but . . Sun morn is dishes p/up patrol when E dropped @ CC I continue to Tony's but get back for SFWY spinach salad stuff, jicama, mushrooms, pepper, etc.E. M. & H. go to Exploritorium party, Eve, Craig Pam, Elliot, Jude Jamie, run into Marco Sara on way to Haight tie-dye & Ashley @ Wasteland, home to Hardcandy, Asian chicken soup, Sound of Music after hi to Lek @ Silverscreen

Whata

Bacon & tst made startesay to drop by BDurkin and Toastmstr smooth to judge Jim S over John but Melanie tells good story of Dad, So library drop goes to SFWy & Bruce gets card w/ Milani help Larry & Marco B4 E goes2 ballet 4- 5:45 talk 2 Pam & call Charles, Larry calls me ~ such cool dinner of red Potato w/sole & H stays later sort 2 notebooks & laundry - dishes SO Thor on Startrek K kills Edit ship, Cin in tin w/coffee & Trav raves so sorting for $5 bid on bottle job & Ross gets part for morn &Mick is tutor more while find Brian open til James complains about HomeD & camera NOT & call Melinda but E drives so ideas formulate some clean-up in garage, soup w/spinach & mushroom & salmon, notes become Eli Stones Earthquke

toosling

So what strts on Tues w/scoolschd means Marco gets tree moved with berm gone 4 flagstones & MichaelA comes by for netwrk dirt hm & cll DMV 4APL 14 @ 10:45 in CorteMadera & E gets M&H pizza 3:33 bk 2 Marcos & meet Bruce with flagstone magic B4 his eyes, dirt from Miwok burial? miss scrapbk but get E 2 dressing 4 salad & salmon, Marco $, crash w/ laundry resumes @ 11:45 Jeans in dry, towels Tsrts, dishes, shower!

not weak

Woke to rain so low2 coffee & feed kitties after E drives to ballet @8:30 Eric balances yesterday to offer fence & bamboo w/ Kirk & Stacy M walks to waterfalls Hi Lisa & Elane, saus & rice, fish, while gasket patches I make clocks and room ideas from MB w/E 2SKWY 4pizzas ~ party @ JOEs, Artie Jaz, Damir Robin, Simon Dennis, Marco Sara, Milani Sean, Shelley Katrina, Kathy dances Sat Nite Live ~ wake 2 D & M in purple rm. Shane couch, E drives @8:40, M &I get french toast, he starts movie w/Page, Jilian, Carmen, E 0ff @11:45 drve 2 Farmrs Mkt. Cole, Garret, Page, Kendel ~~ Mon morn~ weird dreams of needing 2 sheets of paper but late for wrk! so Marco calls to stump hack from Kirk's $45 1111-111 E drives 2 bank & more Gordon & Linda @ 6 so john is guest distraction 4 my explainations, Jason calls on ride back to Medium but watch M's DVD w/ H & E fun sound track punch to ending

sprinkles

Wake with insight struggle, as Spock battles Kirk on Vulcan tradition. I make rolls & dish return, letters 2 Blu Css & Soc s, @ Fmrs Mkt. C Stella & LEnardo, when Jason lures me after E 2 MB 4 walkthru Mark & Mike, callback 2 cancel and avoid help but M cls 4 lugs @ Hans garage good hr chng rotation (Jake by), thn Salmon Potato & spinach & M. learns Davis accepts ~ Dad calls,
Fri rolls again so when Marco comes Eric panics but Kirk helps load 4$25 (mostly pruning but some pre-dumped furniture & weathered materials) Damir says come 2 Joe@ Blk&Cobblestone ~ E drives home Bdance w/ bandage get2 MB 3:45 but search papers til Melinda @ Artisans talks Caletti, Landor, consult meditate 4 search til E (7:30) ~ chksaus w/frice guitar thru Numb3r of notes booked, Fernando calls from Tib Film Fest

mis-one-day

Mon up2 load wshr & laundry needs help briefs, sheets, towel, strp Ts, Trip 2 Cuppa meets Lou ~ Words that Work! Jason not but Joyce makes request I forget(2 open gate) blur of sorting by displaying crap but dinner is slk 4 PYC timing (I had time 4 E 2drive 2 Ross & Stvn shares hand) cheesecake ~ @ Arty Party Tam Jam poetic in-sight ~
Tues U-lose still @ Sups 2C FamLaw & organic plea so@ library rtrn Callig & Emmons ~ so Marco calls to Bay way job & Nori says orgone engine & fungiPerfecti & E. from MB does fish w/ soup watching Je t'aim Paris ~
Weds bacon try BMW cover on fence but write leads to Tstmstrs table topx Carl, Mike, Tom, Jane shows insight, Melanie & Marcella, Phyllis comment, Maura Tstmstr, hm 2 Charles til E gets celery 2 MB @ 3:33 then Michael on piano til Milani 2 kickbox @ hm Mail needs jump, E @ 5:45 Trdr jOe PomT 2morrow, mk fried rice w/chik thyz, Mag manufc, draw on past notes.

sliver saturn

Sat slow round-up & coffee to cinnamon rolls & Mich, Dan'l, as E get ready 4 MB@ 10 but drive for way and weeding needing to become terrace way planting and design open-up taichi studio spacing hand saw mny trees, 2 dirt loads, dig out lemon, clear around tarps, but making user friendly doesn't get inside after new quilt up and room for catalogue keeps front room arranging for clocks I waste hour w/ Damir's gutar strings on YaHa so early Sun is for crafty escape to Fort Mason & Joe Gatto after Library in Tib/Belv gets Lord Flys and salmon caps off movie-run to veg on Breaking Bad while bedtable fills notes yNOTbooks?

Pisces newmoon

So catching Trav @7 reg part of Daylite change cmong Sun so morn exercise to join Standing Orations as timer & Mike shows photos & Yellowston long but Jane;s first cat car computer very informative So getting to M @ Lawler dismissed to pay 4 David & next apt, thenC Pam & Ivy p/u E @ 3:30(Casadia) & Milani 2 Miracle M B4 E @ MB 5:45 Cod breaded w/swt Po, Charles had sat on couch while weeding so RUN LOLA RUN is fun, weird following Runway & Daily but dream of restaurant & Marco removes the body so early wake is easy to make rolls w/ outside set-up 4 much changes & dicondra til Marco off Balboa, juniper Sera, M helps move plyhse & Apple nutbtr drive honda @333 til wild rice stared for pt rst w/ spnch 5:45 another Taichi wait (Like last few times) din on & off w/ dshwsr done by 8

March Forth . .

hot flashower & walk around 2 get M pill @ 707 & heard TravT campaign shame, Larry & Dad calls, County Sups on min wage, retire issue, famly Crt. Monet books back, most arranging boxes, drawers, pile shifting w/ yard touches E gets miso soup 2 MB @ 345 then dinner meat sauce starts well & salad makes good B4 run to NoName, mostly Damir, hi 2 Robin, Steve, Dennis, mark

Mo-em dwn-day

dreams ? yes? great walk outside early, after shower, dressing to respect of Roger, great tooth, fun Margarita (purp), seeds @ Greengenes, Tony @ Kerner find Marco & MichAng @ Quietwood to inspire yarddesign, diggin, stks, tiles, riggin, ~call from Hilda 4March19 biopsy, David meets @ hm w/ E ready 2 drive. Pizza & fried tofu so PYC lvs me to run 2 Staples, TrdrJ & Valerio ~ Medium hymotize!

fry~sat~son

As usual Trav POV inspires writing on restoring justice commune-illy! as new seats get installed the wheels roll for James-roc-in-chair, other prep for e-z trans to Ashkenaz, 2-20 min naps (1-2,6-7) tween E-rides & bank! fnd c-bk & cool-bag got shoe fits w/Philip & Amy concept- sign transfer, space-design in back great breaded cod w/ arty& salad jubilee, make timing for priming w/Albino fiasco-"the attention you want payed is out of my budget!" dna-trance-fest ~ Pam, Gary, Nancy
NOW I have, since 9 done 2 laundry loads, dshwsr, cat feed,weed, prop move, egg&grlcheez, went 2 noon M.B. & Tom said 4but shared tlk tme & had wheat grss, SFWY stp when Gary flopped on couch I started organizing layers/ terraces, dinner~ soup (Broc&Cheez) sausageChik, out o house by 7:45 still Senic not found w/ Marco & Sara found Galilee @ Borders, hm in time for Sat nite live w/Hilary & Juno M friends intimidating 4 E /so me;
will Sun B fun @ 6:30am find counter clear So coffee makes flow constitutional as dreams remind faith of party spirit in Anon photos, w/ E@ church catch funnies & Gratitude is 3 couches & Cat shares her Pet/Nappa card/art therapy event so Meet-up works til noon w/E Frmrs Mkt hm to DanM & wife so Metro works 4 E to drive and Gap is fun ~Anthropologie,
San Jose ceviche w/avo, Samoa 4 Harry Potter

fri up thurs review

talk about power of intention I tell E I mustadjust to Daylight Sav Tm & I'm up @ 4:44 also 2 ctch Thurs which flowed fast w/ vinyl Yard Sale sign after miss Trav even Radio Visionary eludes me for forms w/M's financial aide doc after Matt hears of Lynda and Bart again moving responsibility a couple o months 2 July from the May they promised M in Dec. that call proves warmest ever inspite of frostbite shoulder style, good M talk about Autism art in Wired - how honest answer is rare due to projecting implications normally overlooks immediate experience, Weds Nite lead-up w/E expressing how Risener's never even wanted her becomes Thursnite ride back from MB resolve of behavior limits to value pretenses (they have to think so rich 2 act (justify)so poor at support) the meal shared is TJoes froz but Odessius sinks on couch, glad I saw Gary B4 noon apt & Marco on frwy (7 & no go 2 Elou) but yard worked alone, moving tables & flr pln tlk 2 Ed, Eric, Jeff, remember glance of K w/ cHello ~

Weds Wows'em

Whirlwind thoughts and actions start chores with cinna-rolls, couch w/M good sign so,I make 3beds, roll-up windows of BMW, see E&M out door to P/U James, watch debate re-cap, John Michael, Omar, Jean, George broke his arm Donnalea says, so I get yard in more shape til ready for Standing Orations @ Legal Library, more HR folk, Mary, Andrew, Jeanene TstMstr intro on growth, Jeff speach on diversity, Nancy on Now&Then tech-changes, Jane time, Marcella Tip, Maura loves Jim's goals in wallet, also Tom critique, zip2 TLHS-make noon 2morrw apt w/ Matt @ counciling, by 1:30 Kevin & Mark want pill count, so going to Ross's 2 share rst Bf sand & cookies so M gets Stephen C connection 4 2002 parts while I Hi 2Fox art (Gary) about Albino @ Ashkenaz wave 2 Pam, Melinda chuckles & E eats pizza 2 MB@ 3:45 - United TeriStk produce alot $38, ck brn rice B4 6 p/u aftr phne w/M E get pep about rise&lostshine on hm ride - more M laundry w/help

Too tue

Trav ~subs in India? rfrg & wtr ptchr up-date off by 9:35 2Civic Library, Justice center, SFWY -Carole cookies & dinner prep -Eastern Promises notes freedom mantras in contrasting, organizing mostly around outdoor spaces (terracing, canvas, structure layouts) but old office still gets an hour, bank shuffle makes headache, but image of obsolete power posing buys time, Dad calls with schedule 4 Bakersfield or May & April 6 as E extends M.B. 2 7:30 when hm steak onion w/mushroom & sweet potato makes great chance for set-up by E but clean only table after til 8:40 then on couch 4 movie w/ M&H til 9:30 try carpoolers but headache distracts til laundry 4 M @10:50

activist/mon

Trav? So celery & apple + M. drives E. @ 8 and weeds need mucho attention as Cashern focuses healthy stipulation but wet drawings reorganize projects, mail from Davis & Soc Sec but no $, E. drives us hm @ 3:10 and walks 2 daycare, Omar walks, baked chicken w/wild rice & spinach, dshwshr, vacuum, B4 PYC I leave 4 Peace & Justice ~ Gary, Jim, Clarence, Craig, Roy, Olivia, Greg,

sweet Sun

saw funnies so E @ Congregation 8, write morning so noon E drives 2 longs & Hi 2 Michael @ seeds, batteries, filters, bandage, Farmers Mrkt ~ oranges, onions, salmon, back hm 2 purple inspiration, M takes antibiotic @ E drives again 2 Silver Screen, drawers yield sort of projects, dinner red potatoes, broc & frsh fsh served @ table watching Oscars ~ timed 2 C Krickie, Gina (a blessing) Larkin Gayle (w/Jerry), Susan Z, Brindl, Adrienne (2 the valley below), Diane rocked the dancers w/horns, harmonica ~ Debbis, Chris, Larry ~ Kelly continued w/ Jerry (I Thought I was You) & Danny- there was Damir, Judy, Brian, Debbie,

F & S

always up without alarm so being ready to leave 4 E. 2 babysit in M.V. @ 8am & hear TravT (internet edu) & do Taichi for patient drive through til I get garden stuff @ Home Depot, Stk & milk @ United, after driving by Community Clinic on Loop, Get Michael Clayton frm Lek, glad M. had left by self after e-mailing to Davis coach LenZalesky lastnite so movie builds note foundation to "seeing" insight / outline, Marco touchdown to take chairs & table w/ some yard exercise so E. drives @ 3 first 2 cheesecake then M.B. ~ McLaughlinGrp aftr Contrary so when E. p/u frm ballet (2nd Taichi) @ hm is M w/Sean making pizza, I add hamburger production fun, complete clean-up takes going out out of me Ghost whispers images mix w/ Numbers & dream of Tony so cool discussion at Jessup & M. had confetti everywhere so Jeff? & Tony on couches sleeping observes self dilemma focus energy budget. Like howSantana job is magic rather than money to Marcos parallel partner story artists, Up to write & commentary MikClayton bfore 6 & coffee talk 2 M. gettin reddy 4 Linda & Ed by 8 so yard is execised w/weed mgt & plastic so E @ MB drive 9:40, noon tke her 2 mall & cost+ back2 MB modern dance 3-4:30 so I get more purple rm cabinet rearranged & check J sweaters 4 party @8 borders C Annie Lamot

clearing eclipse

lots of get ready for 10:45 office meeting Paul/michael, find that nausea should have prescription so @ Walgreen's talk 2 Donna @ gallery then computer 2 Steve & E. drives dwn Sunset Pkwy then out to BelMarinKeys & M goes to M.C.(3:30) & E. @ M.B.(4) pick/up 5:30&45 Cynthia Lucas likes Radical Honesty talk hm to Steak(A-1) cauliflwr, spn rav, running out 2C sky show ~ had 2 call Martin 4 great debate on conserving standard $100 tip frm E. 4 tech help ~ so EliStone reveals coma time warp resolve

2 day

dream attempt but garbage takes me 2 TrvT on time (none@9) so running around rain gets organizing, dshwsr, vacuum, E watches Becoming Jane w/me, Cherrios, changing M bandage to get 10:45 apt. 2/20 & pizza, best writing while rewatch Mars Kid but somehow E & I test emotions so I gotta drive 2 Sausalito for Damir, but early ending is need to write about my name

mor thn medm

dream of the coupling going to meet others ~ up before needed to Hear TT on way 2 SFWY, mlk Frazer funny, bacon hawi roll melt, cinbun, feed Shane Ryan Shane Gail E & M, changing dressing deep draining method, & shwr B4 Charles observes circus argue-meant to experience response-ability training packed snak and go to Haight frm 12:noon 2 2:55 thn downtwn garage for hr 2 meet Rebecca by 5 @ Chinatown parade floats. Fry chicken w/ salad watching Martian Child

Song sun

up 2 stretch & Dr.Lawler calls 8AM E. drives to Congregational job so I organize bdrooms to vacuum cont,2 many in & out projects,trees,weeds hanging tools then pk/up M@ NoHsp, Anita Ben, thn hm to bud vase & Manasha w/Cello tlk 2 Bruce about Peter's projct, E drives 2 Walgreen's bacck dwn Lincoln 2 SilvrScn (Martian Child, Becoming Jane,War,) San JCafe ceveche & brito, Brad B had called, Bill & Sean H, more yard Dad calls, Gary frm sauna, Carole & Charles brng Gail ~ get to Peri's 4 Holdouts(Bart & Mark), thn Piano w/cello & Violin, Jack orig, and Matt Hanson ROCKS, Krickie so nice & Marco, Artie , Sara, laugh hard w/ good dancing

fried ay! & sat there

what sleep?2 get E 2 school, councelor Kathy, Jocelyn, Shane but morn bye 2 Eric & Stacy just wk w/ Kirk when M goes to C Kevin & straight 2 Novato Hos aftr E out @2;20 straight into surgery, Anita, Wendy, Matt, Mark puts in rm210 while H, DD, S&S w/me &E wait for 9:20 CalPzaKit @ hm & E 2 Alexa 4 morn matches @ San Marin ~ so I'm up Sat hrs b4 alarm to pak & clean 4 9am shorts& Unwear 4 crutch lesn & meet Linda & Gordon & SnMn w/ singlet grt catch-up w/GParents (DrCable) nurse Sandy thn Gattaca, Malory & Daniel ~ hm 4 pasta & kit sweep (inc dswr), M's bed, laundry on my bd (1-4) back @ NovHosp Marissa follws to prklt & up were D & M ply Turismo & I read & write til Whole team brings Morgan Most Valuable Trophy, clapping & jokingw/Playboy celebs, so icecream Chubby Hubby & sushi (unagi maki) keep company til 10:20

YIKES

"Dad!" M's pain had us @ Emergency by 12:15am getting 6oz drained frm knee so sleep started at 3:30, 6:30 E. wanted to be awoken, driven to school, Travis(x2),SFWY(Frazer&Schafer), Brian insights on cloud gifts, M. gets 2ALieve & Cephalexin @ 9 . Email; Jolie, Pam, RE:politically, post writing frm last nite, get E 2drive twice, edamame 4 E&M @ 3, M's pills need monitoring but H helps stay aware of nite-fever aftr Salmon, orzo & artichke, E babysits & I struggle to finish Eli's custody case but great art insight day frm Damien Hirst on Charlie Rose to Medici ~ DaVinci vs B.

reflex stalled

Get ready so I can hear Travis on way to Paradise & Jason is listening to KPig now & all smoothly completes prep work so I can leave by 1 and shop Trdr J and get to Dr L w/ M but compromise not as wise as hoped. Perscrpt drpoff, bank & get E.2 M.B. & back to Pk-up @ Wlgrns, view Ona LeSassier again, & tlk w/ COM students & Henry P. & hm by 5:30, still dinner's wild rice w/ Stk & broc great & cookies take all nite while watching Proj Rnwy ~ M's knee scary

fultilt

Good thing I had time to bank online before 9:30 retooth apt w/Roger ~ view inspired graph meditation model ~ Paradise job starts @ 11 til 3 break then scrape and sand til 6:30 w/Jason joking creatively about Paco the taco & able to view Joice in his own backyard. United has salmon & steak, turkey,wild rice,bluberries+ made it to M.B. & w/E get pics, return library books. @ hm start cauliflower, shower, salmon & spinach, phone w/ Marco, Fernando then make butterbatter watching Amer Idol

PYC nite

Panic mode clean-up keeps from blaming child-like behavior for bathrm, kitcn, & other floors getting intensive with rearranging for meeting so I control grumpy when E bumps wall @ bank, learning to back-up still difficult clutch tricks @ sfwy, she sets up snaks quite well as pizza wrms M enters w/ H & I bike to Karen's Unionstone grp dynamic but sitting with kids on couch to make fun of project run-way ~ becomes call ~ Jason need help off Paradise & tells Mexico vacation story, new chiuaua for Joyce: reminded M to go 2 Kevin @ 2:30 Weds 4 more care.

sunny Sun

So as E driving came @8:40 it had been morn writing from 6 with vacum & dish, counter action making sledge work w/M clamping down epoxy hammer idea, noon Frms Mkt, many hikers (&jared) say HI & sep Sfwy lunch prove Asian Ckn Nood Soup great, drive 4 baking cookies, while breading MahiMahi w/ bkd pottoes, but after 2nd Sun Story Grp, Joe A(sang Father BLUES,) Sandra N(lv of Algernon?), Odesis, & "Lute Player"~ E is so domestic and drawing when I lv4 Bodeka w/ Rising Sons @ Perry's Donna ~ dances hard ~Superstition, Damir wants cookies Tues.

sit tighter

M was up before 6 and going as I checked any info and relaxed til E. started movie @8, 9 got ready 2 drive 2M.B. & stop @ Long's, toetape, Make the catdoor work& edges go in while clutter shrinks M wins 3rd, E w/ Alexis, Lek & Kelly & Shelley Mary K W Jn DLwo/G. Rebecca meets me @ Ambers, Tabor, Michael(CD), Cassandra, Isa, Rich-taurus moon, Todd, Patrick, Marco & Sara brng article of M, bk hm on couch w/both SaT Nite Lv 2 good dream of party

M was up before 6 and going as I checked any info and relaxed til E. started movie @8, 9 got ready 2 drive 2M.B. & stop @ Long's, toetape,

loyal posting

thru laundry & vaccum work find writing solice &email Dad political & bankreflection M. hm @ noon watches Tie Me Up, Tie Me Down w/chicken sand & E gets rice @ 3:10 to M.B. & I Cingular interview, hm makes Jim's Caletti logos (5-6) then cat door cut w/circular E.@7 gets big salad & lasagna while ProjRunway leads into FamOJesus & Medici (KQED) - perspective by Brunelesci, Donatello David - Eli's brain anerism ~ dreams of medicine that could show on test that could disqualify free-treatment is tasted and makes me lucid to point that when I don't smell gas (& realize it) spilled later down road ~ still waking b4 alarm and ready to install Caletti aftr E. is dropped @ TLHS @ 7:45 ~ Jim Curtis tops high$ project, Josh takes invoice in M.V. hi to Pete, Richard L. in his office, book depot insight (Sciamind.com), Lek @ Silverscreen ~ Across the Universe w/E. aftr driving hm @ 2:20, B4 M.B. @ 3:3o : I bagged lunch of chicknn stock instnt msh potato vega stew so I'd see Ono @ Donna Seagal @6, Joan B. in great crowd for Fabulous portals of recycled natural elegance designed to appreciate worship dimensional coloring of multi material / spiritual manifestation patterns: E @ 7 takes invite 4 Nicole, Carol, Gail, Charles,

Zen Judism

2nd cup of coffee inspires healthy morn til Toastmasters (tax check) lets me tell joke that gets serious w/ Brian & Karon but United gets chicken & fruit ready for E 2 M.B. 3:30, bank, open secret galleris & when I get to Redwood 4 wrestling I sit by Annette 2 tell M Kevin called from Lawler office TLteam beats Tam & San Marin &NCS so Peter sends Jeffrey & sitting with Bill & Jeff @ Wipeout

super vote

bag that 2nd cup & take Charles to Civic C 4 10am Sups meeting & vote back @ hm computer check-up til Gary-noon (commercials On Charlie Rose?) Michael Sherman's blog & e-mail til E 2 M.B. @ 3:30 organize @ hm enough w/M @ wrestling to meet Elements (looking for a portal) Delisa, Mike, Sandy(hospice), then Fernando & Pam @ Samuri so by 9:40 get2 NoName for Sean, Craig, Steve, Joe, Marco & Sara, - Shawn & Nick left early Damir closed

grndhog (jok) Monday

dream of gaming family of lob & toss party to sell what was organized as fun competition, (chicken bingo?) Will Success spoil? Eric talks of Roy leads into morn walks & taichi w/ Lane, Ed, Michael, Richard, Omar, conversation on art and political potential, aftr I tried to photo brkfst pie w/goat chz. CharRose - YahooSuperBlah M. pg articles so E,@ 3:10 takes us to Target & TdrJ. 4 staples and @hm M makes tuna melts & ARTichoke goes to Arty party, Ellen Biff, Brian, Charlie (does the shake), Tanya, Deepa ~transitional elements til aftr 9, E calls to remind PYC event @ our hs & elsewhere

super sunday

E drives to church & back & I updated e-mail frm change-over thn Frmrs' Mrkt blood oranges, goat cheese, wht grss then 2Pam in Pacifica, Joy Suzette Brad, develop poetic hope of NOT retiring to conflict resolution meditation contribution work on puzzle during House (aftr Spr Bwl commercial wtch) hm by 10, I. J.s Bruce 4 M.2B prep of the week,canilonis, cookies & Breaking Bad

bleacher sat

E & I made rst beef sndwchs & celery w/ sunflowerseed butter & pickedup H by 8 and made it to Mission San Jose in time 2C M wrestle 4X (won 3&3rd) Bill only other parent there 2day, Caroline Fisher has incredible presence, Andre (Tam J), Denny (Petaluma), I open up to Danny, Conrad, Alex, Shanes, Sean, Dan, Alexa talking about my writing lists (for better or worse) glad I had notebook frm last wk-end to fill 12 hrs - hm 4 orzo & sausage

full bite

The early rise had me well prepared for getting through traffic to dentist @ 8:30, great flow filling gap, view of bay & Mt.T inspired Taichi mindfulness, way hm Cuppa,United & T.Joe gro, still hm b4 noon w/ job searching2. Lentil sp & M tunamelt @3:10 E 2MB so I set up Demdebate aftr review Namesake so when E gets p/u fm MB @ 5:55 dinner - steak stir-fry, M goes to TLHS, Kara worries about frshmn, Danny says Bthere 9am Sat so E & I do vocab late 2 Eli Stone (faith) dream of worrying inside cave that avalance will hurt the people as the bridge crumbles to reveal huge panoramic, can't recall who was with me but relaxation of fear comes in meadow. E reviews words on school drv & oxymoron insight waits 4 TravisT says debate is what we expect from leadership So "Namesake" inspires health regimen to get ready for chores; Oil change, Toyo clutch pad, 2:20 say Hi to Maria & E drives to make driving appt (Mar3@330) frm school w/Dave, hm 4 lnch then to MB by 4, E driving LasG 2 Lincoln, United (more rst Bf$5.99) laundry,call Fernando (no Longs) 5:30 McL Grp & rice, E fm MB to stirfry again w/help 2 watch Waitress - Gail & 4 frnds @ 9

Toastmasters

lotsa laundry-sheets, towels, etc. morn posting til Ross comes to Charles' bk load swtch then Standing Oration to find Jollie Slanguage (Bill) Video Games (jim) then Kevin @ Mark Lawler's drains M knee, bk hm 2;30-call thanks2 Dr.J. snks & laundry E frm schl 2 MB, hm mk bed camera, tape & dryer, To Drake (4:45) see M pin in 2nd rnd Sharon, Linda R. Donna, Linda, p-u E @ 7 then Sol Food w/ Hannah's mom & bro(Phil) lving has surprize wrestling mom

2 dream on

I'm joken w/JmCarey, loose handle to pool in field when I realize I'd overslept so making lunches more than usual ~ desk work 2About Schmidt til Brd of Sups is oil clean-up coast-guard, Marin City story, EmplyeofMonth(Controlsoff), Fran @ library ~Faith & Force=better/worse No perscription @ Walgreens, Ceveche frm San J C, Move-out bills(07) 4(08 organization, then call Martin K 3:30 E goes to ballet so Ross & Charles - hm by 5:30 rice - E fmMB7 - salmon &tk E 2 Bergeman's SFWY talk 2 Michael so make it 2 Sausa-NoName 9:20 Steve, brad, Shawn(w/nick) Simon & Dennis Marco Damir Robin Sarah

kids off Mon

up w/no alarm 2 clean & watch PERFUME so E could drive it back & improving clutch gets us around sunagain day so time 2 complete Windsongfarm ($) by 12:34 then M drives me2 shoes & Dr F entertains values time doesnt justify, while Dr J says call Mark Lawler I never eat so not amzed BB neutralizes brain food. Dave & Irene hot seat resolve after grt notice / imagine intro 2Dv, Rhoda share feeling and Joyce liam Kimber Peter & lastly Brad bid adue

radical honesty

So wow M makes H pancakes & heads out to USF wrestling ~ I had watched E sleep for a minute or so but got 2C her awake b4 I left & made it in 30 min 2 Oakland. "I pretend I am human when actually I feel like being cosmic" Josh needs me 2 shut-up, Brad keeps clearing the shoulding on ourselves, lunch (Val&Dan) denies Tabor controlling request but lets loose Reichian break-through for emotional death issues, sing Lack of Honest Work, my desiarhhea takes me to MarcAllen, Hi Aleez! then Trdr Joes B4 E gives me half of lasagna
Good dream of trees on estate and stack of ladders in back of compound, would I have taken a dip next? headache wakes into bath, juggle cars in drk cold, then make salad 4 later, E drove2 CC to preset lesson w/Donna, while I park close and Experience Ed Val Peter Rachel winston Hot seat holds Andy & Gene dating destiny clearing 4me2. drive hm thinking Krickies mikenite but E is fun with dinner(salmon,swtpotatoo,broc) help soff2 Silver screen (Schmidt, Waitress, Tie up& Down, Namesake) & SFWY girl frnds shampoo, rzrs, jrky juce popcorn+

dark & light

RAIN & more storm blows me to Heartwalker waiting for Brad I decide I can commit &find Joyce Erica Anne Karin Christine Richard Dan Dave Tabor Matt Josh Tina Andy ~ still make it early to p/u E @ ballet with future thought fordance ~ make fish & choke w/spinach TV;mcLaugh quarrel, Numbers

cleaning wants

2sday morn practice, driving Ms.E & will 2 ballet & Todd's e~collage project but Marco (fltire wormies) & BEn provide design ideas but slow started @ Civic Wright bldg, Sups cancelled so Fran@ library renews Wrestling mom jobs' hall crossing & stairs on lvng left mesag call2 Greg@Windsong like ride North, find noone@NoName but dinner chickenbsts &beensw/rsp fillo rolls.
Wedslow late M.w/E. lving ballet bag in Hnda b4 journaling & post checking while scrbng broiler &rugs like 2sdy bathrm intensive. make it 2 Toastmaster's (Maura, houseboats; Tom, boxing; John, tbltpx; nancy phylis bill jeff) then prepare 4 Solow aftr E ballet bills r paid 4 ~eve dinner steak & potatoes
Thurs drips away @ post take Robert 2 Helen & Tims and E goes to ballet 4 early lv make it 2C M wrestle Ryan Gobar, mostly w/Kevin,Nicole ~ lasagne
dreaming takes me close to remembering lately

King of B~days

meditative monday thinking enuf by 8 to catch TravsTw/Martin tribute, DemoNow had speeches to write to and soak my chafing skin, hanging around for some sorting to light drizzle & paperwork to Peter's office, Trader Joe's SFWY then mix Joes special & burger for M, lots of laundry still sorting as E'sPYC needs keeps me hm designing mag production, reflecting dad's call & talked 2 Marco, E helped with cooking &prep for fun but M still just works up to focus on food ends with mouth

emotionography

getting E to her church job started the driving lesson, extending to Farmers' Mrkt was also replacement magnets for Stella, Renee was play a new accordian, got wheat grass, blood oranges & pomogranite so after long drive (even frwy) had fish lunch and I went to Passages for Charles Halprin ~ Making Waves & Riding Currents, meet Suni & Aleese, about cancer care, hm to find more magnet work w/ M's friends saw Breaking Bad after Batman Begins echoes Prestige casting.

driving mobetta

While E @ ballet called Craig about radical honesty and got pen-plot done 4 Windsongfarm &yard exercise so driving went wellaround TLHS neighborhood. Made Steven Vedros talk on Digital Dharma @ Book Passage then w/ Stella had taco & Juno @ Larkspur. The Robe was on KQED

end wk

Thurs opens up yard til Suzanne needs Marco& I to stage shift to SunValley ~ observing pointe (Lucus) class leads to Redwood, Jim, Maria, Alan keeps Morgan from best wrestler but Jeff rocks the cuteness. Ride hm stp @ SFWY cause M lvs 4Foothil @ 10PM. ~ So taking E 2 scool leads me to Jackson's carpetclnr rent til noon house dry-out til 6 4 ms London's class

taichi toastmasters

Nobody was were I expected but Michael's call validated studies & M was helpful to focus on yard improvement & bill pay but E did brussel sprout with chick/frank after no meeting @ MCSD so Hannah joined us for a movie about Edith Piaf

TuesChiMasag

frm kitchen org/ dshwsr empty-Already balancing Bthrm needs,M-shower E makes her lunch while I w/cfee-laundry Metro wet/vented Made TrvsT twice but most effort on stairs built to open yard up and tree trim Only got throu to Gary, afternoon TrdrJOES w/Sfwy Stockup for ptato w/chikBBQ &Marco didn't even see NoName center table dreamview so newguystartfolky 2 Paul w/ did Fire, Sean ~Fooled Around ~Wind Cries ~ Norwegian wood, originals & lead 4 Tommy TuTone ~Wild Night, RhythmAces low rent rendezvous, new facet to Damir's gem of musical influence sharing.

dreamyMON

Monday meant little later leaving 4E when M.already @ mrn prctise - deep clean program ended day with stove renew but middle of day chores ~ laundry, bthrms, bkyrd, after walking Duke & Pup w/ Alxs, Miles, aidan ~unfocused perfume of memory stories wake to GREG of Wildwoodfarms magnets project searches fonts but driving frm school game goes dwnLasG-good @ Mark/Paul graceful-clutch course takes us throu the Berry Sts & hm by old hs loop.

wk-end

Saturdaybrkfst creme of wheat for Esther to get hair cut @ Pam's Image &ballet by 10 so i get together for city trip toWeston where Julie (w/Jukie) gets to show off new colors and living walls as building ideas grow & innovative fabric stories become 4 new blouses (Thanks Pam & Eve 4 pizza.) SF seems so new and sterilized from Octavia & Fillmore back to Safeway running into Charles and Carole. But unpacking, Linda calls me out to Throckmorton for Naked Babies . . Sun E.gets to churchjob & back hm 4 mashed potatoes &I finally hear M. wrestling results, after 5 matches M. finishes 4th against 2nd in State. Then farmer's mkt @noon David & Silver tlk music (Green Rm) b4 blood oranges, apples persimmons. dropping M @ BMW fm school E. drives dn Las Gallinas to Luca To Mitchell, mark, paul & bk hm smoothing out clutch thn out to ELEPHARM tlk (Elizabeth Burke) on Alt Medicine. Mary was looking for Jarrin when hm for chicken stir-fry w/Riceoroni M,E &I watch ONCE before I run to Peri's ~ Krickie's Sexy Sunday was exceptionally professional with Dianne's band and Renee including her.

Friday freedoms

The Fri property watch led me down the street with George Sumner and back with Bill. Micheal (Prius) had friend Richard share some art notes. When Gil finished fridge for cash it felt like bricks and other recycled talent had value. Carpool meant Taki could be paid w/ Larry's gift card and dinner w/ M & E let us watch The Lost Mimsy together. M's prep for Concord showed self-response-ability.

Groucho caps evening*

Funny how frozen rst beef won't appeal to E but i have on way to Bel Marin Keys (@ 11am) driving back frm E's school drop, seeing Gil makes refrig repair maintenance fun (& floors) while Gary calls to duty so when I follow Fritz Wannamaker into Forks & Fingers we get to discuss percentage of economic sabotage job shifting costs so warehouse walls for Jim means 5 hrs of hovering dry wall & studs, Ross has xtra printer & Jayne cards, but dinner emptys refer more w/ soup and links while watching HGTV fix ballet shoes after dshwsr running, I should include .comUNITY influences, hence the title* & dreams have also grown memorable with Katie and Robin and parking behind school of thought.

push-pull concepts

E & I slipped out without realizing Morgan didn't have morning practice so we coool, we laughed alot today so that thegirls in the pool @ 7PM giggled when I suggested the dentist gave me gas. Being early inspired good notes but procedure dragged out smoothly & since the job Gary booked yesterday waited (wanting us in Mill Valley) I met Fernando @ PEET's, Gail (psyc), Jeff, Hans, & Avi, then w/Morgan U made argument mathematical as conceptual therapy to get off the point. Groceries from United ~ salmon, fresh fruit & broc, rst beef, bakery brd, etc. Count down hits of 90's showing Hanna, M, E, my HS art class projects (2 inspire?)

Woman president?

Morgan's morning practices mean I drove E @ 7:25, heard Travis T @ 8&9, writers' grp declined so I put dates on calender for IONS til 10 when world music 0n KPFA helped open my HS art folder w/ life drawing from college. Valerie called ystrdy delayed interferon, but support calls 2day - dad - Gary - Pam! Carpool @ 6:45 dinner - penne w/cheese sause I made w/bacon, capers, evap mlk - political upset capsulizes spirit of Tues

mMooNewDay

day of coincidence when E & I ran into Pam~ImAgE prkng lot leaving on her day off,
so the taking(it)easy cooked dinner from cauliflower w/ cheese sauce frm evap mlk,
TJ Chikn~brauts & avo with E's help we had started project w/ bathrm sink and made a day together foundation integrity for salon discussion balance of dreamers' awakening w/Van, Josepo, Angar, Groucho Trio projection theory while girls drew attention to playful.
eEven @ Book Bt Simon music flowed gently free-form-from ~ CarolsFlute, dennisica w/Brindel, Gargereedoo, christine, dylan, ~ Marco inspired songs & Ava gave me cherry garcia

Gratitude journal

. . taking Esther to her church job, she had made bed,
pick-up led to Farmers' mrkt. ~ Alexis, Aidan, Miles, bought blood oranges & yams so at United, steak & broccoli + saw weird accident & Higgins on frwy, @ hm Morgan left for Yoga, Dad & Cynthia called, thinking about community (Peter Brandon in Pac Sun) and meet-up follow-up to lst Sun @ Zenya's so dinner meant E-fed cats, M-plate in dshwsr, but trying to watch "Pants" was more peaceful alone ~
Yesterday B-Day mediation started w/bath & salmon scramble, backyard exercise extending deck, then going to SF w/ Stella for TUBES @ Independent, great dancing, the lack of kids needing my attention made day intensely personal inspite of cleaning their bathrm ~ counter space clearer in kitch too, yahoo!